Days of 18

I'm 19!!! I actually don't know what to feel and what to think. One thing is on my mind that I'm always thankful for my family, friends and the people that surrounds me. I feel loved and cared to the things I do everyday especially in school everytime hardships were in face with me. I always treasure those moments whenever I am happy, sad and even to think about the reasons why I felt anger. Being eighteen was like entrance of adolecence and to be nineteen feels like adaptation about the learnings of how to become a better being. I appreciate every ups and downs that had made me stronger and weaker and grateful from the small things I received such as love and company that had accumulated to become big things that I carry on in my everyday life.

End of such drama, happy birthday to me!!! Thank you Lord!

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Let's Start

New year. New goals. Better life.

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2015 ♡

It is that time again to realize time went by so fast and another year is approaching. Thinking that I've only had few posts and suprised that its going to be the end of the race and prepping up for another. I am thankful to 2015 for having such a great wanders and experiences. There were so many things and happenings that may be good or bad but summing it up, I can either tell.

I wasn't supposed to be writing this post, it's just a future-me that I might disappoint myself not making effort about my 2015. There are only a number of highlights I can reckon and be thankful of (Lol, I'm so forgetful about stuff). The first is, this year I turned eighteen which I'm grateful with. Entering the age where I get to make decisions and to be independent about my actions (I just started wandering malls by myself!!!). Second is my first qualifying exam. It took me sacrificing the summer to study and without even any regrets, it turns out that result are all worth it (I hope I can make it to the next!). The third one is the The Honeymoon Tour which was super fun and an amazing experience. Together with my bestfriend, we saw Ariana perform live not on TV but live!!! (It all started with Cat Valentine). Fourth is way too emotional. It's about my family, I am beyond thankful for them, being always supportive to the things I do and for guiding me even I try things on my own. I am thankful for their safety and health to whatever they are doing as for my mother who keeps her discipline in her meds, curing herself effectively.

For the fifth and last one is for me being healthy althrough out. I wasn't hospitalized or been into serious sickness. For the past months, I decided to quit sodas without any particular reason. I've got inspiration from Aspyn Ovard for doing this and that they've actually made it for years so maybe I shall start a healthy living and cherish most of my life doing things that makes me happy.

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Noli Me Tangere ni Dr. Jose P. Rizal

Stress all passed out when we had finally presented our own film to class. We've been shooting Noli Me Tangere barely about a month and all that kind of stuff that had pulled us on getting this project done were all down. It was all a challenge though for us, accountancy students, to put all our ideas in making this project. It was really hard, problems had occurred like stuggle in acting and internalizing roles, plus some of us has to have double-triple characters.

To be honest, there had been so much conflict within our group about how things should be done. There were scenes that requires realistic location for filming but we found ways and manage to film them with our creativity. Our film might not be perfect and well-polished for some acts that werent shown BUT we are very happy that we actually produced a short film of Rizal's famous Noli Me Tangere.

Here's the film we came up with. Disclaimer to all music and sound used in editing this film.

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Photo Diary: Summer 2015

Villa Antonina Grand Villas - May 15-16

The Honeymoon Tour

It took me a week to compose this post because of school stuffs. The succeeding days were actually our midterm exams, so I quite stayed out of my computer and focus (if that really happened) .So going back, here are some pics and clips It was whole night of jumping and screaming the lyrics along with Ariana. Plus, we saw a lot of local artists and got picture with. Though most of it were just Kristin's and Key's because I really feel awkward having picture with them, I think I'm beyond happy that I saw them on person, also to get a picture with some of my favorite fashion bloggers!!!

I still remeber when I first saw Ariana as Cat Valentine, that was 4-5 years ago on Victorious. Kristin mentioned that show to me and we watch the series together. Later on, the show ended and I was really disappointed that then. But, here come's Sam and Cat, and that was the time Ariana startred to become popular in the field of music. Ahhhh I still recon those days!!!! That Cat Valentine caught me to like her more and more.

With my concert buddies! Big big thanks, it is always fun having them!

I was really beyond amazed and happy that I actually met her from afar but in same area, singing and performing. All night of screaming wont be enough to prove that she is an amazing and lovely girl. 

Thank you Ariana for coming here in the Philippines to spend a night with your Filipino fans. You made us all of dreams fullfiled. 

I love you! Mahal kita! 

Here's one of the clips I took, and more of them are uploaded on my channel. 

Sorry of the lack of sound, it was really loud that night. Enjoy!

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Straight and Brave

So it was yesterday the first time I felt how life can truly be unjust and square. It's not just me, but also my friends who got to touch this kind of situation. It was like we were not belong for just some kind of very suface reason of not taking the exam the day it was supposed to be scheduled. Guess what. It was because of an unavoidable circumstances where there were no really way of gteeting yourself to school.

The funny thing is, atmost, the person you expect to help and to understand the situation would not consider any sympathy to make us catch up on what we missed, and aslo to help us stand up. We/I was very sad and lead me to crying last night just because of stupid grades. It was hard to contain especially when asked for help but it was rejected and misunderstood to the point I'm pertaining to. Similar thinking, we felt we came to fit in but instead we got stashed by a huge sword right straight to our personality and really made us feel we were not belong.

I'm not mad because we didn't get to be showered with that huge extra points, but I am really down and sorry for the reason we didn't get any help from the person we pressume to get any. This is somewhat like, we were the suspect to the crime that we were the victims. Last night, before I slept, I just thank Lord for everything even this kind of unfortunate and upsetting settings. Atleast now we can prove that we can never be moved by any unfairness and that we can handle things straigth and brave.

I love you friends! I love MaFin.

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